Pathetic Perfectionist.

I can describe My Blog as the Destination to my Thoughts.. Thoughts that can just be silly n random.. Thoughts that can keep you rolling your eyes.. Thoughts that can be hillarious or jus the other way round.. In all, its just me and myself.. So you're welcome to try n experiment with ur ability to atleast fathom a bit of ME..

Friday, April 21, 2006

Sorrow lies all where i see...

The title basically says it all...
well, its been quite some time since my last post, so here i am with a new one..
life's been pretty ok so far. 20th april (i've book marked this day).I had a great time. Honestly it was one of the most memorable moments so far.. We guys met up at sun's place and had a helluva time. We played,cooked,hogged,did naughty but cute stuff n as it was all over i came to realise that life has taken us all into new directions where there will be no-one to guide us, no-one to hold us when we fall.. it is a new and strange world..
So as i lay on my bed last night, all such thoughts just over - shadowed my mind. Apparently this is one of the reasons for this post.. ( the other reason for my this state is known to a few of u..) At this point of time, i just wish i had some super natural powers by which i could hold back to those innocent moments that have gone by... But i hate to accept the fact that we all have GROWN UP.. I just wish i could go back to those childhood days where pranks,smiles,fun,care towards one another,secret crushes,homework's were the only things in our lives..
No tensions, No worries, No problems, No break-ups, No relations, NO SERIOUS likings towards one -another.... it was so much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But now life seems so difficult,so different,so not like how i want it to be!!
Loneliness,sadness,sorrow are left with me....
Here are just a few lines that completely express my thoughts at this point of time..



ALL I CRAVE FOR...
All i crave for is peace of mind...
All i crave for is happiness all around...
Time has taken me into a stange phase of life,
where sadness is in profusion,
but love is all what lacks...
All i crave for is to meet myself the way i used to be...
All i crave for is to live life like an illusion...
These lines have said it all.... thats it...

19 Comments:

Blogger Jan said...

beautiful post hun..it was like u read all our minds n converted the thoughts into words! u expressed the fright, sadness, excitement and expectations of all of us so beautifully in just a few lines. Did u write this?? Anyway, it was beautiful..
ur best post so far :).
I knw all of us have a lot goin thru our minds at this time. But, once we begin our new lives everything will be okay. All we have to do now is remember the old times n preserve the memories, so that we can relive them whenever the need arises..
Love u gurl!
muahhh

P.S : I feel so miserable cuz I don't have a single picture of our friends or Dubai or anything with me! I forgot to take the albums from u!!! :'(

10:13 AM  
Blogger jo said...

yaa I wrote them *smiles*... sheesh thts wht i was wondering tht u dun have ne pictures... shit man!!!!.... jan im gona miss u like crazyy...
i jus wrote down whteva i felt.. n after i read it.. i was wordless.. lol..
neways jan c ya 2moro hopefully.. all huggies n kissies there..mwahh

1:29 PM  
Blogger Cuckud said...

damn jooo dat waz like wahowwwwww...........like real nice...i guess my thots were like ditto as jan while i waz readin ur post...great post...hmm der jo can rite so welll tooo...yayzzzz i m proud of ma gurlll...*kissie*
jan u dirty gurl...no pictures....haw u haw!!!!!!!11

1:44 PM  
Blogger jo said...

lapyyyyyy.. mwahhhhhhhh meenuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...... here i join da poem gang.. lol..

2:02 PM  
Blogger Jan said...

Woohooo!! Jo also writin eh? YAYZZ!! Now i might have more poems to read out here!! It was awesome JO! I hope to c u guys at d airport too..atleast u both if not anyone else! Anyway, bout d pics..i still feel horrible..but what to do now? ooh give me some pics where all of us r there n which has negatives or one of u has another copy or sumthin so that u guys can make a copy of it later or sumthin. uhhh..i hope u got that :S. i duno man..we'll c if nethin can b done bout it...
neway u guys try n make it!
luvvvvvvvv ya'll
muahhh

9:16 PM  
Blogger sun said...

hey jo,,,
dat ves amazing.. really nice lines uve ritten re...awww....im in tears cos my jo has grown up sooo much.....ufff....allahhh....u r sooo true u no dat????jan n meen said da rite thing cos i also felt da same vey yaar......but i think it's ok cos it shld be cos if it's not den u no vat's gonna happen...dis world is gonna trample us n move on n it is not gonna vait fer none of us just like time....vell as da badey ppl say time vaits fer none....dat vey.....but time also heals sooo it shld b fine if not now den a lil later on have patience n ill have sum 2.....dont worry....i feel da same vey in fact every1 feels da same vey.....its okk...it happenss.....urs 1 n only SUN BABIE

5:32 AM  
Blogger jo said...

jannnnn i bout da album but i 4got 2 give it to youuu.. *whines n makes a sad face*... sun i luv u.. u r my sun babieeee... *huggie*...
n jan i mish u!!!!

7:24 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

beautiful poem ...
i din know tht even u can write...
hmmm..im impressed...lol
g8 lines
keep up the good workk...
but post bout kimy naa
plzzzz

lol

Mohit

7:32 AM  
Blogger Sarah said...

JO! Excuisite words! awesome!
Yes we all feel weird now...time wounds all heals..lmao...no worries girl..patience pays..
It helps to be positive and just look forward to future happiness and also suprises coming our way
We're all so special and so blessed knowing each other. Imagine the ppl who cant even look at their classmates and are constantly bickering over pitty things.
We are in the process of setting a date or a week where we all shuld meet in Dubai..come wht may!
luv u girls..
mwwwaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhzzz

12:43 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

areyy jo ... don be low...
eat an apple na...:)

an apple a day keeps a doctor away..lol

tc
Mohit ! ! !

2:41 AM  
Blogger jo said...

mochu... u watermelon... lol..
ur comments naa like u only... dumb..very dumb.. extremely dumb.. yet so cute!!!

1:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ok see i got something good to cheer u up....hey jo i never knew u culd write so well...excellent...brilliant..!!gosh!keep up the gr8 wrk...awesome man!!!!!
ok here is the abc of friendship...see we all here have it all...!
a friend....
a-accepts ypu as you are
b-believes in you
c-calls u jus to say "hi"
d-dosen't give up on you
e-envisions the whole of u
f-forgives your mistakes
g-gives unconditionally
h-helps u
i-invites you over
j-jus "be" with u
k-keeps u close at heart
l-loves you for who u r
m-makes a difference in your life
n-never judges
o-offers support
p-picks u up
q-quiets ur fears
r-raises ur spirits
s-says nice things abt u
t-tells u the truth when u need to hear it
u-understands u
v-values u
w-walks beside you
x-x-plains thing u don't understand
y-yells when u don't listen
z-zaps u back to reality....
thanks to all of ull out there for being such a gr8 set of friends!!!

12:45 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey anonymous...
do u know me also ? ? ?

Mohit ! ! !

1:53 AM  
Blogger Jan said...

lolz..LAZY BM!! u'll never change!!
post woman! post!!
luv u
missin u loadddddssssssss!
muah

4:58 AM  
Blogger jo said...

jan u repliedddddddddddddddddddd..... wow... im so gladdd... sweety missin u tonnesssss.. cum backkkkk *whines*...

2:01 PM  
Blogger jo said...

n ya anonymous is manisha na?? well.. wht 2 say bout u.. u r a sweetheart.. seriously a greattttt friend nd an even greater person... luv u n thx 4 cheering me up *blushes*

2:02 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ok ...gosh..jus trying to getover whatz happenin in meenus blog...man....i did'nt know not signing off could create such probs there...some new anonymous jus created so much a confusin....nwayz....thanks jo jo....and ya mohit i do know u obviously....with jan around u think i should'nt have known u as a person...well...i think i better start signing off ...mmmm....nerdo!ya i think that's a good 1 ....as i don't study anything anymore lemme atleast remember how i used to.....hey e.e.s.s. was fun ....sometimes when i come to think of it..all the mischief...oh my god..aye yaar aye yaar...awesome man....and my funny title...nerdo...i still dunno why youll had to call me that ....i'm not so bookwormish like others in india .....i never used to top there in D.A.V....i used to be like the 15th among 40 students....nywaz...sorry i could'nt make it to meenus house and school either...my dad's gonna india tomorro so basically tied up shoppin shoppin....came home really late so could'nt wake up in the mornin to come to school....see you'll soon...till then take care...aye i'm waitin for the 1st my iata course will begin then....curious to know how much fun that has in store for me.....ok i think i'm jus ...blah!...whatever....c ya....lol....nerdo! hehe ...i feel so funny ..

10:59 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

today the 26th-
on international guide dog day....sending u a little note to say...i appreciate the work u do!!!....jo u deserve the appreciation...! ok give kimmy a super cool hi from me....for a super coool dude like her....heard a lot abt her from u'll but waiting to see her!!!!hey wat happened to the post abt her ...cum'on today is the best day to post abt her...maniii

11:22 PM  
Blogger jo said...

hehhe.. surely people il post bout kimmy wid some of her best pics.. as elders have said "Patience Pays".. so keep waitin..
n maniiiii i luv u... n look 4wd 2 ur comments coz dey really do cheer me up.. b da same ok!!!!!

4:38 PM  

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