LIFE CAN BE.. Jus wht u want it 2 be!

yea.. out of the blue my blog seems to work.. :D

Shit.. feel as if i'm writin a post after ages.. hmm wht 2 begin with.. my life's been through a roller-coaster ride dese days!! i've felt da high's of da ride with days whr i've been extremely happy bout reasons unknown to me, i've behaved like a barbarian at times with not having bath for 8 tedious days(yuck), days where i've cracked da world's most irritating pj's(wen i say irritating, i mean dey were LITERALLY IRRITATING).. lol

One thing i wanna share is that life is how u look at it.. it can be more blissful than a yummy choclate truffle cake i.e. IF U WANT IT TO!!

There have been a couple of major changes in me which i believe is worth a mention.. I have been indulging myself more in reading Spiritual and Religious books which has brought about a major change in my attitude and my perception about life cos from these books only u understand n realise the true essence of this so-called world and how people are completely entangled in the material bondage. I've realised the mistakes that I have made in my life.. I have surely understood da fact that its better to cease urself now itself rather than repenting at a later stage on the things that u did in life. It has definately opened doors of a new insight within me which I will enhance in the near future.

But this does not mean I have become a complete saint ( da devil in me cannot loose its existence so easily ) and not that I forbid crime now.. but there is definately a realisation within me which I will keep alive.

Coming back to life, Moni has got married and i still cannot digest the fact.. cos believe me da major shock dat i got was when me n sun had called up moni on her marriage day, i guess one of her aunts had answered da fone n she said words tht still haunt me " Monisa toh apne sasural chali gayi ".. i mean just a span of 24 hrs can create such a big difference in a persons life.. till yesterday she was our very own monisa and today she has the burden of responsibilities of her family,husband, in-laws on her shoulders?? So, all i want 2 convey is that simply a spur of a moment can make a person's life change completely.. but hope she has all da happiness n luck in her married life n is rewarded well by God for the sacrifice she made for her family and truly hats off to Moni's courage for giving up her love for the dues of her family on her. We're really proud of u Moni.

Apart from that, as usual I miss skool.. n we classmates have lost contact again which is not a very gud sign.. I got my licence but i'm already bored of driving :P.. n im waiting 4 my Mr. Perfect :P n my cupboard looks like a heap of dumped clothes :P n life's goin insane.. thts bout it..