It was bound to happen!

An unknown beginning.. cluless of what am I going to post.. probably an abrupt ending.. These are hints to my this post!!!

In the past few days I have realised a lot.. have reached to many conclusions.. have taken decisions which I will never regret.. have pulled up the curtains of many concealed thoughts.. so it has been a fortnight of my mind goin thru a constant feeling of betrayel, a feeling of my past dominating my present, a feeling of detachment, a feeling of my failure to measure the value of a person in my life, a feeling that i've lost some-one who was very percious to me, a feeling of loneliness, a feeling that is beyond words...

confused?? perplexed?? It's really weird but I will be ok.. just wanted to let out sum shyt in dis post so kept writin whtever kept hittin me so don't strain urself by takin it seriously.. it's just a stupid phase n im definate that I'll overcome it.. so no worries.. and as my title says, it was bound to happen so it did.. I dunno wht the 'it' refers to but must be sumthin important dats y im mentioning 'it'...

P.S. : I was going thru my Drafts and found this post that i had saved and was supposed to post it sumtime back.. But it seems I totally forgot the existence of dis post.. so just posting it Incase...
But i'm over dis phase.. just didnt want to let my thoughts at one point of time go in vain or undiscovered!!

( Do read my Firangiyon ka post below.. my Latest 1)

On the way to Reality . . .

All my honest blog readers.. A big hellooooooooo!
I'm finally back with a post..
Apparently,I have no clue as to what Influenced me to write a Realistic or rather a more Intellectual one this time.. but just tried to experiment something different from the usual lovey dovey types..
So here we Go...

"Often when I sit by Myself, I tend to Wonder...
How the World is??

How gruesome are the circumstances that arise everytime one takes a sigh of relief..
How Disheartning are the acts of humans who were brought in this world with a vision to inherit Love,Brotherhood & Peace..
How the act of Dis-illusioning takes place everytime your Dreams strike against Reality and break-away without a sound, vanish without an image like a thousand clusters that could never unite..

Often when I sit by Myself, I tend to Wonder...
How the World is??

How people with one face can manage to pull on a number of Masks..
How a piece of paper termed as 'Money' has subdued Sentiments,Morales,Relationships & The Lord due to who's mercy one experiences what we call.. 'Life'..
How people have an entire Lifetime to raise a Toast to one's Success,Pride and Fame but are tied-up with their Agenda to raise a Penny for the Poor..
How the most sacred emotion 'Love' that signifies Sacrifice & Commitment has now become a mere Need..

Often when I sit by Myself, I tend to Wonder...
How the World is??

People blame The Almighty for the Destruction..
People blame Their Fate for the Sorrows and Worries..
But I being a Human, articulate with utmost Belief that,
People were,are & will remain to be,
'The Sole Ingredient for this Persihable World'!"

HMMMMMMM...