Human Mind.. can take u places!!

What hould it be man?? Any Suggestions??
I'm perplexed as to what should be an appropriate title 4 my post. Now u'll tell me, that keep it relating to wht u're gonna post rite? But, wht if I dunno wht i'm gonna post bout? logic no?
Alright, let me just start n move my thoughts with the pace of my poor fingers who are coordinating with the keys.. Right now, i'm imagining myself taking a bite of yummy round shaped choclate brownies/muffins which are just out of the oven n they smell of fresh choclate and cream.. Shit, y da hell did I start to blog man.. now I can't resist it!

Apart from that, its a Thursday, n I didnt do nething worth a mention. But yes, I was out in the afternnon today when da scorching sun was all over me.. sumtin arnd 3ish.. n wow DUBAI HEAT feels Good.. I mean i'm so used 2 this place dat I jus cannot imagine settling somehwr other dan Dubai.. it'll be so eeeeeee.. I mean the foolin arnd on da streets of Bur-Dubai & Karama.. hangin arnd at bambolena n Baskin Robbins or KC/DC like d old times.. or chilling @ house of shisha wich was earlier HAWADEET.. or our very apna EXIT which is no longer free for gurls.. or d aloof streets of karama wich were n are our partners in all sorts of crime (ahahaha)..or d Thursday dahi puri n pani puri of bombay chowpatty n rangoli n sukh sagar n stuff.. or d BEACHES of dubai n da amazing long drives with rockin muzic da sexc roads of jumeira, sufouh etc.. n da movies & yummyyyy NACHOS of lamcy or Grand Cineplex etc.. arghhhhh I can get historical u know.. So c from where 2 where my post went.. WOW.. Mind can surely take u PLACESSSS..

YAY I got a title.. :D

OK, so I end it here!

LIFE CAN BE.. Jus wht u want it 2 be!

yea.. out of the blue my blog seems to work.. :D

Shit.. feel as if i'm writin a post after ages.. hmm wht 2 begin with.. my life's been through a roller-coaster ride dese days!! i've felt da high's of da ride with days whr i've been extremely happy bout reasons unknown to me, i've behaved like a barbarian at times with not having bath for 8 tedious days(yuck), days where i've cracked da world's most irritating pj's(wen i say irritating, i mean dey were LITERALLY IRRITATING).. lol

One thing i wanna share is that life is how u look at it.. it can be more blissful than a yummy choclate truffle cake i.e. IF U WANT IT TO!!

There have been a couple of major changes in me which i believe is worth a mention.. I have been indulging myself more in reading Spiritual and Religious books which has brought about a major change in my attitude and my perception about life cos from these books only u understand n realise the true essence of this so-called world and how people are completely entangled in the material bondage. I've realised the mistakes that I have made in my life.. I have surely understood da fact that its better to cease urself now itself rather than repenting at a later stage on the things that u did in life. It has definately opened doors of a new insight within me which I will enhance in the near future.

But this does not mean I have become a complete saint ( da devil in me cannot loose its existence so easily ) and not that I forbid crime now.. but there is definately a realisation within me which I will keep alive.

Coming back to life, Moni has got married and i still cannot digest the fact.. cos believe me da major shock dat i got was when me n sun had called up moni on her marriage day, i guess one of her aunts had answered da fone n she said words tht still haunt me " Monisa toh apne sasural chali gayi ".. i mean just a span of 24 hrs can create such a big difference in a persons life.. till yesterday she was our very own monisa and today she has the burden of responsibilities of her family,husband, in-laws on her shoulders?? So, all i want 2 convey is that simply a spur of a moment can make a person's life change completely.. but hope she has all da happiness n luck in her married life n is rewarded well by God for the sacrifice she made for her family and truly hats off to Moni's courage for giving up her love for the dues of her family on her. We're really proud of u Moni.

Apart from that, as usual I miss skool.. n we classmates have lost contact again which is not a very gud sign.. I got my licence but i'm already bored of driving :P.. n im waiting 4 my Mr. Perfect :P n my cupboard looks like a heap of dumped clothes :P n life's goin insane.. thts bout it..

Firangiyon Ko Laat Maroooo :D

Yupss.. It's almost a month since i've posted anything.. But nothing new,
It's Usual naa :D

At the moment, i'm fuming with anger cos I had a small argument with my neighbour.. Her car was parked outside da gate and according to dat bitch my fault was that I was looking at da car.. she fkin came at da balcony and strted 2 yell sayin dat :
Neighbour : y r u looking at my car ??
Me : Just, my wish.
Neighbour : get off, or i'll call da police.. (dats it.. dis line of her's made me loose it)
Me : listen, dont talk too much .. i was jus looking at it!!
I said dat n walked off.. she screamt agn n said "M Still watchin u"
I went back n just stared at her.. without none of us sayin a word we had a cold war tht was going on.. an abrupt ending!!

My comments on dis incident :-

She is a fucked up whore n jus cos she is a foreigner she bloody thinks that she has every Indian in her pocket.. but I won't even give her ma ass cos even SHIT is better than them.. bloody firangi's.. hah!

I am so proud 2 be an Indian!! No doubt indian's r de best..wht say??
Dese firangi's fkin become pregnant every other day..
Even deir Moms/Dad's r today with deir husband/wife.. da next day with their 2nd husband/wife..
They start smooching da very minute they r born ( no wonder they are the Jack of all kinds of Smooches)
They would hardly be spending on their clothes cos dey dont wear any.. I doubt if they own any kapda's..
BIKINI'S nd revealing dresses are deir traditional outfits..
All these facts r funny but True!

THOOO HO AISE LOGON PAR .. :p

HINDUSTAN AUR HINDUSTANIYON KO SALAAM!

It was bound to happen!

An unknown beginning.. cluless of what am I going to post.. probably an abrupt ending.. These are hints to my this post!!!

In the past few days I have realised a lot.. have reached to many conclusions.. have taken decisions which I will never regret.. have pulled up the curtains of many concealed thoughts.. so it has been a fortnight of my mind goin thru a constant feeling of betrayel, a feeling of my past dominating my present, a feeling of detachment, a feeling of my failure to measure the value of a person in my life, a feeling that i've lost some-one who was very percious to me, a feeling of loneliness, a feeling that is beyond words...

confused?? perplexed?? It's really weird but I will be ok.. just wanted to let out sum shyt in dis post so kept writin whtever kept hittin me so don't strain urself by takin it seriously.. it's just a stupid phase n im definate that I'll overcome it.. so no worries.. and as my title says, it was bound to happen so it did.. I dunno wht the 'it' refers to but must be sumthin important dats y im mentioning 'it'...

P.S. : I was going thru my Drafts and found this post that i had saved and was supposed to post it sumtime back.. But it seems I totally forgot the existence of dis post.. so just posting it Incase...
But i'm over dis phase.. just didnt want to let my thoughts at one point of time go in vain or undiscovered!!

( Do read my Firangiyon ka post below.. my Latest 1)

On the way to Reality . . .

All my honest blog readers.. A big hellooooooooo!
I'm finally back with a post..
Apparently,I have no clue as to what Influenced me to write a Realistic or rather a more Intellectual one this time.. but just tried to experiment something different from the usual lovey dovey types..
So here we Go...

"Often when I sit by Myself, I tend to Wonder...
How the World is??

How gruesome are the circumstances that arise everytime one takes a sigh of relief..
How Disheartning are the acts of humans who were brought in this world with a vision to inherit Love,Brotherhood & Peace..
How the act of Dis-illusioning takes place everytime your Dreams strike against Reality and break-away without a sound, vanish without an image like a thousand clusters that could never unite..

Often when I sit by Myself, I tend to Wonder...
How the World is??

How people with one face can manage to pull on a number of Masks..
How a piece of paper termed as 'Money' has subdued Sentiments,Morales,Relationships & The Lord due to who's mercy one experiences what we call.. 'Life'..
How people have an entire Lifetime to raise a Toast to one's Success,Pride and Fame but are tied-up with their Agenda to raise a Penny for the Poor..
How the most sacred emotion 'Love' that signifies Sacrifice & Commitment has now become a mere Need..

Often when I sit by Myself, I tend to Wonder...
How the World is??

People blame The Almighty for the Destruction..
People blame Their Fate for the Sorrows and Worries..
But I being a Human, articulate with utmost Belief that,
People were,are & will remain to be,
'The Sole Ingredient for this Persihable World'!"

HMMMMMMM...

cloud 10 this time ... YAY!

Mhmmmm.... Mhmmmm.... Why did I Keep such a title... Keep readin to know..
Yes.. IM 18 that's the 1st reason i'm on cloud 10.. Legal to do anything I want... My bday was a pretty normal one but my treat on 26th october was to the top!
Well, how was my treat? what did we do? where did we go?
All this is answered on my sun baby's blog.. this is post to that!

firstly thanks a lot all ma great pals 4 cumin n makin my evening so really awesome.. & da beach which like so totally rocked,especially wen me,sun baby n aafu were completely drenched in "mud" dat 2 salty.. eyuh u can imagine :P.. & shit aafu's sophisticated gaali language still hasn't changed a bit.. n she made a new one *randbhosadi*.. howz dat?? haha.. the best part ws in meenu's car whr we didn't require music cos v ppl r enuf 2 rock nethin.. newhere.. netime.. & how can i 4get da petrol pump hunk.. me,aafu & sun baby were so totally into him tht we actually follwed him n he kinda too was hitting so yaa ( whueva thinks we're INNOCENT is the biggest FOOL on this shitty place called Earth. )
Pizza hut was also a bomb..... & guess wht?? again v found a hunk there.. meenu & umme din find him cute but me,sun baby,aafu n mani were literally drooling over him when he came 2 take da order.. n he too wasn't less.. all smiling n shit right till da end..omg "he actually made my day"(one more reason for cloud 10 mania).. & da time when we were nostalgic bout school was awesome..n den we ate sum yummy yummy pizza n had sum photo sessions follwing that.. thn time 2 go home which SUCKS but da bottom line was ..
IT WAS FUN AND OUR BATCH JUST ROCKS.. NO-ONE IN THIS ENTIRE FKIN WORLD CAN HAVE FUN N DO KEEDA THE WAY WE USED TO DO N WILL BE DOING TILL OUR VERY LAST BREATH.. RIGHT PPL??
(I REALLYYYYYYYYY MISSED JAN,MONI,MAQY & SARU.. U guys would've completed our class picture.. love u'll like totally :P)

After reachin i saw all da Gifts and thanks a lottttttttttttttt to every-one.. I LOVE YOU'LL HONESTLY (even before receiving any gifts).. (ONE MORE ADDED TO THE CLOUD 10 LIST) AAFUU I JUST LOVED UR GIFTTTTT & I'M gonna use it from now on...I'LL MIS U ONCE U'RE GONE :(

But a major tragedy was that neelu left ma sun baby's gift @ da ladies toilet n by da time i realised it,da park ws closed.. i ws shattered on loosing the most precious gift given 2 me by a very special person (& da worst part i din even c it)
I right away called them n guess wht?????? THEY FOUND IT..

I went n collected it tuday n OMG I WAS ON CLOUD 10 THIS TIME!
It was a beautifullllllllll hugeeeeee card (REALLY HUGE)dat MY SUN BABY had made 4 me.. its black in colour cos she knew i love black, it was of four pages & n on da 1st page was a beautiful song & after reading it i realised wht i meant 2 my sun baby.. 2nd page was such a cute thing that i cannot explain.. u gotta c it 2 know it!3rd page was filleddddddddddddddddd with MY LIFE.. MY HRITHIK'S PICS cos she know's im jus mad bout him(N OMG HE IS SO HOT!).. fourth page was a short n cute letter which conveyed all ma sun baby had 2 tell me.. she had put in tremendous amount of time & efforts 2 make it and i'm just blank at what this really superb baby has done.. n her gift was a BOMB!.. A wallet which i jus loved & she too bought da same 1 for herself.. now tht'll be my lucky mascot :D

NOW PPL TEME ISN'T THAT SWEET...... NO... SWEET IS NOT DA WORDDDDD... EVEN my mom was like.. she really loves uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D:D:D... shit after seeing all that i told my mom i'm not worth this.. i seriously am not..
Sun baby u r SERIOUSLY THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME & I KNOW THAT YOU ARE N WILL BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT,WHEN,WHERE... I LOVE YOU EQUALLY AS MUCH AS U DO.. & TRUST ME I'LL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE U SMILE.. DATS A BEST FRIEND'S PROMISE.. U SHALL FIND ME RIGHT BESIDE U 2 CHEER U UP, SHARE UR TROUBLES & SORROWS AND GENUINELY WISH FOR UR HAPPINESS TODAY,TOMORROW & FOREVER... (THE MAJOR 1 TO CLOUD 10 LIST)

I LOVE U MY SUN BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY & U NO WHAT.. SUN BABY ROCKS MY WORLD :D

THIS IS MY SMALL WAY OF THANKING YOU FOR ALL THE BIG THINGS U'VE DONE FOR ME :d:d:d:d

ONLY YOU.. another piece of my thoughts!

AT FIRST WHEN I KNEW YOU
I WAS SURE OUR THOUGHTS WOULD DIFFER...
YOU AND ME, ME AND YOU
THE IDEA MADE ME JITTER...
BUT SLOWLY TIMES CHANGED, AND SO DID MY PERSPECTIVE ABOUT YOU,
AND NOW MY WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU.. AND ONLY.. "YOU"...


THE NIGHTS WHEN WE SPOKE
I KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE...
AS YOU FILLED IN THE EMPTY SPACES
WITH A HEART KNOWN TO SOME...
YOU MADE ME SMILE, YOU MADE ME GLOW, YOU MADE MY DREAMS COME TRUE,
AND NOW MY WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU.. AND ONLY.. "YOU"...


IN THE TWILIGHT WHEN WE HELD HANDS
I FELT THE TRUE ESSENCE OF LOVE...
I COULD FEEL MY HEART BEING CONQUERED BY YOU
AND I KNEW THIS FEELING WAS TRUE...
NOW THAT WE ARE TOGETHER TODAY, AWAY FROM THE WORLD'S FEAR AND SWAY,
ALL I CAN SAY IS I'M INCOMPLETE WITHOUT YOU...
AND NOW MY WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU.. AND ONLY.. "YOU"...

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everyone's 18...

hello to all my honest blog readers..
Firstly, accept my apology for not posting in for quite sometime now..
A lot has been happening in this sometime..

I have been working for 2 months n 6 days now.. Neelu's bday on 22nd aug. where we had her bday treat in pizza corner and it Rocked (especially the smudging cake session).. and yea she's 18...
Jan's bday on 25th Aug. but yea the sad part is that she wasn't celebrating it with all of us ( miss uuu) BUT yea she's 18...
Than There was Teacher's day coz of which we visited school and met all our teacher's and fellow students, after that headed 2 house of shisha where all of us were HIGH & then Home in meenu's car ( and she was super cool @ driving )..
There was Dandiya that happened..
Than was my Daddy's bday where-in i gifted him a Watch which he just loved..Than was the amazing Rain Dance and an even better stayover post that and what happened the next day i would rather not discuss about it..
Aafu's bday on 20th sept & she was thrilled to recieve my call and so was I after talking to her.. yea she's 18..(and guess wa.. she cumin on oct. 12th.. yuhoo)
Than came My Sun Babie's Bday treat the follwing week where-in I could not go for bowling but we had an amazing time in barbeque delights courtesy nizam's PJ'S,Sameer's photo session's,our crazy acts,the fact that I was there with my Abhi baby and coz my Sun baby just loved the surprise that she was completely unknown to.. right sun ? sun also turned 18.. and also coz i met all my awesome classmates after quite sumtime.. love u all..
The following thursday i went to Sun's house cos it was her bday & for Iftaari to break the roza that I was supposed to keep but hehe couldn't and later went 2 house of shisha to meet my abhi baby where i also hit into saru,meenu,sameer & dayaan..

Apart from that nothing Interesting has been happening.. 3 rd october was saru baby's birthday and yea she turned 18.. 4th was Muktar's bday and unfortunately i could not attend his treat as i had to go 4 shopping 2 meena bazar ( sun baby.. meena bazar.. haha) and yea he turned 18..there was also something else on 3rd oct which I wish would not have happened.. Hmmmm...

That was quite a brief update on my life so far.. and the moral of this post is..
"Everyone has turned 18.. IM STILL STUCK ON 17"..:(